So, if I had it to do over would I? There are days I still don't know. The changes in my life have been huge, both good and bad. I love my job, the opportunities it has presented, the people I've met. I hate my job because it has taken me away from home and the happy life I had built there. Ten years ago I never dreamed I would have the career that I do now and I never imagined that fulfillment could have as much pain as joy.